a dream last night that a lady--a former drug addict--went looking for someone (or something) at her dealer's home. she had a suitcase with her and a plan to disappear into another (cleaner) life. as she walked away empty-handed, someone approached her with an offer. she confidently shook her head and turned towards the elevator, preparing to leave. the doors opened. she placed her suitcase in the elevator and, without hesitation, quickly returned to the apartment.