amazing how one phone call has generated so much press...and so much hope
fingers crossed and heart a-flutter

a terrible, unsettling dream: i thought it was a snow-covered rocky hill... i was sliding down, bottom-first, pausing occasionally as the snow thinned into soil. with every new slope i realized that it was an enormous mountain..

that i would never reach bottom

f's phrase of the month, in response to my threat of doing something "very unpleasant" to one of her incompetent colleagues:


even thinking of it makes me completely satisfied; you don't even have to act on it...

filled with terrible thoughts today, and worry and fear

waiting.

i don't know if age is progressively making me more emotional, but i'm terribly touched by everyone's notes and wishes and overall loveliness.. i spent half the day near tears

thank you

f's phrase of the anniversary

"1825 days...that's a lot of days"

گل من،
after all this time, it still feels brand new